Thursday, February 25, 2010

it was a whirlwind of a day
it felt as though you broke my heart
albeit without knowing it
over and over again
made me cry
and i hate it when i cry
i just wanted to give you what i had and leave
but you wouldn't let me
i didn't want you to worry
so i gave up running away
it felt right and wrong at the same time when you hugged me so tight
the moment was right
but maybe the person in your arms was wrong
i don't doubt your love for me
but i doubt mine for you
once my trust bubble is broken
i will almost never be the same again
and i do not want to live a trying relationship all over again
it will just be like eating imaginary ice cream
looks pretty
but without an explosion of flavors
i know this rant will hurt you
but it just has to get out
this is the true me
when hurt i run
i stayed on once for you
not sure if i can do it again

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