Monday, April 27, 2009

confusion is an emotion.

i was just searching on the internet,
for clues on how campus life in SMU will be like.
apart from some interviews posted by a SMU forum
(read: subtle propaganda?),
i found stuff that questions my irreversible decision:
reading it made me confused!
even though they were posted by the same person, it does have to have some truth in it right?
damn. and just when i thought i was getting to the exciting bit of education. hur. (:
well, i guess how stressful your life is depends on how you make it to be.
i chose SMU because i dont think i have the ability to bring my ideas across in the best way possible,
and i was hoping that i could hone that skill in SMU.
but now, i just wonder if i'm going to drown in the voices of my peers.
ee. i hate making new friends all over again!
especially when they are kind of elite. (read: overconfident)
i met one such person during my SMU interivew, and feared for my social circle.
aiya. god help me!

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